December 2010
3 posts
southerncomfortsmiles:
We don't say "dating," we say "talking." Instead...
to each his own is what I believe. some of us weren’t meant to be tied down.
ENOUGH OF THE WHINING TUMBLR POSTS
you don’t need my contribution to these. I’m done, well, I have been done with taking advantage of these blogs and filling them with all my mermermer..
how about some inspiration
August 2010
12 posts
I did it. I swallowed my pride and all I got out of it was an unpleasant taste. I leave tomorrow. I’ll meet new people (and I’ll do everything possible to make sure I’m not on this end of things again.) Just wish I could have grasped some sort of closure or tricked you into thinking I’m worth it or something.
# 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
I don’t even remember. I was probably creeping, discovered someone else’s on facebook, and decided to follow the soon-to-be crowd.
# 11- Another picture of you and your friends
my bff’s are sexy, haaaaaaay.
# 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Happy: songs I can sing along to.
Sad: sappy Damien Rice, or whining chick singers.
Bored: whatever.
Hyped: Maniac (bahahahaha)
Mad: I sleep with my iPod on shuffle.
# 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
making that guy in the drive-thru smile with my harmonica.
# 08- Short term goals for this month and why
swallowing my pride, taking a goddamn risk, and, for once in my life, getting what I want.
lord knows, it would be the first time.
I wonder if anyone will catch that..
where’s that damn rewind button?
# 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
my most trusted advisor.
# 06- Favorite super hero and why
oh, you said ‘hero’..well, why not.
# 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
and I will return.
# 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
I have way too many bad habits. I’m paranoid. I question people’s motives and second guess myself. I bite my nails when I’m bored to tears, or nervous. I forget everything. I’m a messy eater. I’m socially awkward. It’s a long list really, but I can’t say I have one habit I could do without. We all have our...
# 03- A picture of you and your friends
What I’m sayin is..
This is me and my bff’s, the Mad Hatter, Alice, the Red and White queens, and the White Rabbit getting cut off.
What I’m trying to say is..
I’m not a girl with a ton of friends. I don’t consider everyone I talk to a friend, and those who are, I hold dear to me. I have good friends. I have close friends....
July 2010
3 posts
# 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
I Woke Up Near The Sea was taken. It’s a song by Lydia, one of my favorite groups, who coincidentially is having their farewell tour and stopping in Orlando tonight. Guess who won’t be there :(
might as well, I have nothing else to say. out...
# 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself.
1. It is I and my child, Caramelo.
2. He’s actually Karina’s dog, but he would rather be with me.
3. If I weren’t going to Miami, I would keep him.
4. And I would change his name to Scrapper. or Scrappy. or Scrappy Doo.
5. I love that dress.
6. I bought it at H&M while I was in Chicago and...
June 2010
2 posts
May 2010
5 posts
the spiders are showing up in my dreams now.
I need to clean out my room.
the other day a friend asked me if I ever dreamt that I was flying and I told her no because, common as they may be, I’d never had a flying dream before. low and behold, a few nights later, I was soaring. but I was still running away. lately I’m trying to escape in my dreams. don’t worry, my unconscious. it will all be over soon. I keep waking up...
I get these spurts of sadness and that’s why I can’t be around anyone for too long. I feel like I’m just looking for something to whine about, which bothers me, because I hate it when people complain, so maybe I should stop now, while I’m at it.
cliche as it sounds,
nothing compares to the smell after it rains.
I wish someone did.
April 2010
13 posts
To think, I once trusted you.
Out of all people, you should know how much that itself took from me. But I learned. I’m learning. Most of the healing occurs on the ocean floor, where I find myself this time. Don’t worry. I can stare at the ceiling, I’ve done it before, or trace the lines in the palm of my hand, but I’ll be damned if I can’t go on without you.
I haven’t writing lately, but man, I’ve got so much to unleash over all of you. or just you.
I feel like we're battling a monster
he only grows when you let him. you make me so angry, but more sad for you than anything. sometimes I feel like I’m abandoning Sonya, and it kills me, it literally fucking tears me apart. but I will always remember to pray for you. I find that’s the most I can do nowadays. and she’s a trooper. what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. ain’t that the truth.
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“Up, down, turn around. Please don’t let me hit the ground. Tonight I think...”
– New Order
I can feel the obsession tingling
as its creeping through the end of my thoughts, making its bony way up. it’s back with a vengeance. or maybe it’s hormones.
trough
the lowest part of the wave. and then the cycle begins again.
March 2010
13 posts
I don't remember the last time I dreamt this much
finally.
I like these little periods of vivid images running through my mind as I sleep. And I have all spring break to sleep. I feel better.
lack of sleep
and patience pretty much sums up my day.
all for schoolwork that will just be glanced over and then tossed aside and never looked at again.
we could be good
just another distraction. from my work, and anything else really. but think about it, and tell me I’m not the only one who thinks so. but I probably am, and I do hate to be lied to..
I should start keeping track of my days
I’m at that point where they all seem to blend into one another
one vast, bland sea.
Another nightmare
I was due for one. this negativity and sour mood is not good for my spiritual health.
expect the worst
and you’ll never be disappointed.
I pray every night
I have for a while now. I understand what you meant. It delivers a sort of innerpeace.